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So today marks a big day in our lives. Probably something I'm making a bigger deal out something than is really worth. First, Nui Nui is 13 months. Thirteen! Teenage dream babe! Second, I signed her up for childcare/'school'. At first we were thinking once or twice a week, half-days. Now, all of a sudden, I signed her up for three full days and she starts next week. Next week!
I anticipate a rough few weeks ahead. I'm anxious about it already. Putting my baby in the care of someone else beyond my mom is one of the scariest things. Am I being ridiculous? Ugh. I can't believe it's so hard to let go. As M runs around, babbles real words and others, grabs things to explore, climbs up when she can, and soaks in everything around her, I ask (her) 'where's my baby baby, huh?'.
Really does feel like yesterday when I could hold her in one hand and have her breathing up my neck, snuggling her face for warmth.
I love this girl to no end. I count my blessing by the seconds.
This photo was taken about a week ago but I haven't had time to post it. This picture speaks truths. I've never been so happy, so relaxed, so fulfilled without this girl in my arm. She's a ray of sunshine that warms my heart. ...I know, I know.. doting. I just cannot help it.
Kids. They change you. For me, the better :>
smak!
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